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Sunday, November 22, 2009

soaked..


I sat down to try and write a song but instead found myself writing this post. It seems kinda ridiculous how quickly things can change altering one's mood and ultimately one's perspective. I have been listening to a bit of A.A. Bondy lately. One of his songs, "Black Rain" has a part he sings:

Black rain, black rain
Don't fall on me
Can't you see I'm doin' my best
Black rain, black rain
Don't fall on me
When I lay to take my rest

Well I wish that black rain would quit. I'm so soaked from it, I feel the constant weight of it, like I jumped in the ocean wearing full clothing. Funny how when bad things happen, they generally occur in threes. Im not gonna touch any details, Im just sayin, I'm beginin to see a trend. Everyone keeps saying that when you feel broken, that is when God speaks to you the most. I guess I believe it, I just wish I didn't have to wait so long... I do find myself wondering what to do with myself pretty often lately. Pray I presume. In hope to get away for a bit, I posted another ad to be a crew for a sailboat during winter break. I think that if I spend sometime thinking about what to think about and then think about it, well maybe I can overcome my thoughts that seem to be hurting my thinking.